Originally Posted by suic
Journey to an early, excruciating death if I continue to utilize this mentality. lol
or not...
you get to choose.
What's interesting to me is that in some of your posts you're already calling yourself out on some of your own BS. You are recognizing that you might possibly have some flawed thinking. Whether you take action beyond that is entirely up to you. You are capable of being fully recovered from your addiction...you do know that right?
Have you read all the forums and looked into the varied options for quitting?