Originally Posted by
Aurelle 
No I really don't have a plan yet. I just know I hate the life I'm living at the moment and I want to get out of the cycle for my children. I'm cautious to see a doctor & have this noted on the system. I have little support around at the moment as I live far from family & friends have moved away. Me & my children, that's my little world & I want to make it a good one for them, that's why I'm here cos I don't really know where else to go. I will sit down tonight when the kids are in bed and read through the forum a bit more.
Seeing a doctor is probably the smart thing to do...And it won't be noted anywhere but by them....This isn't front page news. It might be a good idea to try and go to an AA meeting...Get out of your little world and meet some really nice people that don't drink...And want to support you so you don't drink...I'm sure you are scared of the idea...So was I...But it changed my life...And saved it too.