No I really don't have a plan yet. I just know I hate the life I'm living at the moment and I want to get out of the cycle for my children. I'm cautious to see a doctor & have this noted on the system. I have little support around at the moment as I live far from family & friends have moved away. Me & my children, that's my little world & I want to make it a good one for them, that's why I'm here cos I don't really know where else to go. I will sit down tonight when the kids are in bed and read through the forum a bit more.
Thank you for your replies.