Deborah55

Had been feeling so great. Now I'm having these "ups and downs". It does not help when my son and his father (two grown men) hate each other. I feel like I'm in the smack middle of their relationship always trying to keep peace. I don't really get the urge to drink, but I think this was one of my excuses. I see that now. With this in the back of my mind all time, I am feeling more and more depressed. They are messing up my "mojo". Our son does not even live with us. My husband loves to "bit__" about it ALOT! I don't know how to even handle it anymore. Much of the time I wish I could just live by myself....Keeping up with my sobriety! No matter what they do! ---Just had to write something. Going to try and have a good day anyway!This is me right now...