i want to spend it with a person that loves me. i was married once and that man treated me like gold. loved me for me i saw him again cause his parents live next to me and made me realize what i lost and now im struggling cause i really want that back but just not with my ex husband.. and of course i know i wont get it from my bf now. i tried one meeting and no one was there. because it was raining.. i have bad anxiety about people judging me cause i am so young and have three kids and basically been through more then what a 22 year old should of went through. but i deffinatly think im gonna go to one. i know my bfs old sponsor will help me out with it. and thank you so much justhearing someone say i deserve so much better makes more of a impact each time