Hi Just
I really dont want anyone with me on Wed. I have told two people in my life, my mother and my friend. My friend is "so excited"(ugh) and my mother said she cant't sleep since I told her, so I feel so regretful and selfish for causing my mom any suffering. I just feel like Godzilla walking through the city and smashing everything and causing so much trouble....(except I'm only 5'6" and not green)
I'll be okay, and I really appreciate the support. I am going to stick around here, it calms me.
Thanks.