Thank you, StandingStrong! Right now, I am thinking about how he is enjoying himself at the family wedding and likely bombed out of his mind...and I wanted to witness that? Instead, as sick as I feel, I called a friend, went to her house and watched "Scarface"...not exactly a feel good movie but a good diversion! I was hoping that I wouldn't have a setback but I did. Thanks for the encouragement - I need all the support I can get!