You sound alot like I was. I am on day 20 sobriety. I did for years tell myself this was the last time I was going to buy it. Gradually my insides (same description as you basically) started hurting more and more with each drink that I took. I was suffering enough to make me quit. Detox - I hurt for about a week. I did not have tremors, but I hurt bad. - Your body is talking to you - thing is you need to answer back. Talk to your doctor and tell him everything! I think you can do it! You are thinking about it constantly so I get the feeling sometime soon your going to take on this problem head on! Just one day at a time! For you and everyone who loves you! Take care of yourself!
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