TheRealEagle

Hi, new on here, thought i'd do something constructive on my day off from work as feeling at a loose end and needed to keep busy. I'm sure others on here recognise that feeling.

42 days without a drink today after almost 20 years of drinking daily.
I was always a beer man and the daily drink became a daily drunk.
Never at work but always the minute I walked in the door, got to a stage that I could always justify getting drunk - Bad day-Cheer me up, Good day - Celebration, average day - something to do.

Anyway, as I said, 42 days off today (the longest I have ever gone) and I have lost 5kg in weight without doing anything different and feel really positive about the future.

However,

I am worried that I will relapse and I am absolutly desperate to avoid that.

I suppose that is where this board will come in handy.