Re:Whats going on with me? What should I expect?
Hi "WD"
I'm sorry to hear about your troubles. I echo the sentiments about seeing a doctor. Alcohol affects just about everything, including our vital organs, so I suggest you see a doctor immediately. As far as the disease goes, I suggest you take preventative measures now, to ensure long term sobriety. If you’re not comfortable with "AA", then try another recovery outlet -outpatient or inpatient treatments, etc. and see if that works. The more you proactively inhibit those insidious demands alcohol can put on us, the less likely you'll relapse, now or ever. So, talk with someone who has knowledge on this subject and start sobering up today.
Remember, it’s a dangerous cycle we find ourselves in, and the only way we can stop that cycle from hitting an even bigger bottom, is to start the sobering up process…now. Unless we learn to recover, our lives will eventually fall into the grips of active alcoholism, once again. I’ll pray that it won’t for you, starting today...
~God Bless~