Hallelujah, I finally slept for a few hours last night. I feel like a new man. Looking forward to crashing for about 15 hours after work today. Then I should be able to think clearly and move forward with a recovery plan. However, having a clearer head is also allowing me to rethink my recent poor decisions and is fostering much regret. I've got to stamp that down to stay out of the liquor aisle tonight.
As long as I'm sober, I know everything will work out OK. Thanks folks for your support while I've been reeling in my whacked-out, overloaded brain. It all seems so silly now--this would've been so easy if not for booze. Gotta move forward, not look back.