Originally Posted by
Nirvana1 
It's probably better to just read as much as you can and try not to be judgemental at this point. Even those who are secular are not going to want to help out someone who is demanding from the get go. I really suggest that you try to be thankful that you are able to read all these posts, instead of finding faults and making demands of people you don't even know.
you are right. I need to be thankful and grateful and even more grateful until it hurts. I am just a peasant who has stumbled onto this website.
