thank you for your kind advice laurie6781. Well that was how it played out. And to be honest I know your idea with how long the sober issue was. I have been in AA for 3 years so it isn't my first time to stay sober for the past 5 months I've been on and off over the past 3 years. I just didnt give in until now. I didn't really believe I had a problem even after all the drinking I still thought I was alright. But we have moved on and I need to be aware of my feelings and maybe approach it a more mature way.
