Nice work.....keep it going.
I too mirror your numbers 1 thru 5. I think we both feel the same way almost to a T. My difference was adding face to face one on one counselling. That opened up a new area of recovery for me, it made the difference in the beginning. I also have to put on the list getting enough sober time (9 months plus) under your belt. So many people make it a week and give up and drink. You NEED to get your brain chemistry back on track, and in my opinion that takes a very long time.