When we are in the program of AA and sponcor people (alot of them without license or money....hitting bottom) we are taught to reach out in any way with NO expectations. Because thats how we are able to keep the gift of sobriety. You have to give it away to keep it. Your sponcor should know this. Your main concern right now is your sobriety. Please focus on this and not how to pay your sponcor back!!