wow i was off my head. Apologies everyone, I havnt drunk for ages and think it went to my head wayyyyyyyyyyyyy more than i had anticipated. I sincerely apologise and thhis forum has been helpful! I gues i was just angry at myself for not having been able to keep sober. I have been through bit lately, i admit that but it is no excuse to speak the way i did. I have really appreciated support recieved on this forum. I dont think i should be on it though. particularly if i get drunk and ramble on like that again. I cant say how sorry i am for being disrespectful in any matter that i may have been and even more sorry for not making one bit of sense lol. Sorry xo.
Also for those that suggest palliative care not being a good place to work, im not anymore
