Hello Gertrude...Hope your doing well. Yes as was said f2f does mean face to face; real live touchy feely meetings. Find one that you more or less feel comfortable in, maybe the people are friendly or its in a nice area or whatever. The idea is to get comfortable and listen, share a little, but listen alot. If your invited for coffee after the meeting, and I hope you are, then GO. No big deals, just some recovered drunks having a cup of coffee and telling tales. Maybe the meetings in your area don't go for coffee, maybe they chat outside the meeting hall after the meeting. Linger awhile, stay awhile and hopefully someone will come up and talk to you. If not and you still like that meeting then keep going back to it. Let the people get to know you and you get to know them. I've got a ton more to say but thats enough for now. You are absolutely doing the right thing. Keep posting and keep the faith.
Your friend...Ninerfan