I sometimes get a perception from devoutly religious and/or AA people that they have found the path and I am digging in the garbage. They're going to heaven and I'm going somewhere else. It's beyond patronizing. I know that's not usually the impression that they are trying to give but there it is. Human nature is a bitch. I've been sober for 89 days (*****!) and fear of AA is one of my "tools".
Look for the good, Wino5, you just might find it!
"I'd rather laugh with the sinners than cry with the saints..."