i understand that trapped feeling and with 3 children to care for, you must be exhausted.
all i can offer is that this program works. work your program. you will discover that as we surrender to our hp, unexcpected opportunities begin to present themselves. it's hard to explain...it requires a leap of faith...
believe me, i know. i left mine with only £10 in my pocket. no home, no job, no car, no money.
now, i am living in my lovely little apartment, safe and sound and peaceful.
i too felt trapped. what helped me was to start talking about my situation, stop hiding it, begin to look for help and support available to me, reach out to friends and family...
it all worked out fine.
naive