Originally Posted by
tgif 
I thought i was doing good not wanting to drink, i had the pills down to every few days and lower doses and then in a moment of stupidity i decided to go backwards.
Consider that
"not wanting to drink" has no relevance whatsoever, and that it is not an indicator of progress. Also, in case you didn't know, Xanax is cross tolerant with alcohol, and for many people, is the same as taking that proverbial first drink.