Hey everyone,
Long story short, i got drunk and took some pills Friday night, spent saturday feeling terrible and wondering why i did it. I thought i was doing good not wanting to drink, i had the pills down to every few days and lower doses and then in a moment of stupidity i decided to go backwards.
I am done beating myself up for it. I had 2 beers last night and took just one xanax before bed. Today is a new day, i can only hope to do better this time.
Hope everyone is doing okay