Looking for a turn-around story? Look in the mirror!
I don't mean that in a bad way, we're the lucky ones and now you found us. The only reason I don't drink under a bridge, there's no WI-Fi connection down there so my broker in Hong Kong gets pissed off with me.
I can't make you stop drinking, you can only do that in my opinion, but, I'm a complete stranger on the internet willing to listen and support your efforts. I came here 2 years ago, did a load of "blah, blah, blah" and vanished, now I'm back again, not entirely worse off, but 2 years of no progress to show for it. Explore the site, look at the different options, all the answers are here, but it might take a while to discover for yourself.