I am pretty scruffy right now too. All I've eaten is a little bit of soup and crackers the last few days. When she said she wanted out and there was no fixing things I actually threw up my coffee. Later that day I threw up again. I've been such a mess and need to get my life back in order. Question though, a friend of mine that lives about 4 hours away said I gotta get out of here and go visit him. This includes picking up his wifes friend that lives by me so she can ride up with me.
I am sure the time with another female, even just casual would be nice and get my mind off things but my buddy up there is also an alcoholic. All we do together is drink and its been like that since highschool. I am going to tell him I can't make it, I need to get some sober days under my belt first and to be honest I am not into spending 8 hours in my car with a stranger, even if she's female. Too early for that IMO.