I even dropped out of College, I would sit in my room and drink alone playing on the computer. Never got involved, just did the bare minimum to pass classes. I was handed an amazing internship opportunity but was still drinking in the evening and going in hungover, barely functioning enough to do my tasks and duties. Likely would have been fired if it was a real F/T position. After that I applied for a much crappier position in sales which I HATED. Drinking got even worse because of my schedule, some days I would go in at noon...just meant I could drink more in the evenings, this is the job I slowly stopped showing up to and eventually got fired. That was September, I've made zero progress and drinking has gotten very bad. It ends now.
God, I would even mix up the liquor stores I went to so that the clerks wouldnt think I drank as much as I was. So pathetic..
My dad is a huge drunk and lives in the slums just like his dad did. On the other side of the family its filled with drunks too.