Thanks everyone!
Bob R, I went to a meeting last night. I will go to one tomorrow as well and try to get to them when I can...I have my kids every other week and it's hard to find a sitter. When I can't go, I will come on here for support.
GirlFromCO,
I honestly have NO IDEA what I like to do!! I have been drinking for so long and that is what I like to do. Anytime I would have down time I would grab a drink....I need to rediscover myself again. I think back on what I used to like to do before alcohol, but I don't remember. The ONLY thing that has kept me sane over the last few days is cooking. I do love to cook!! I have been cooking like a madwoman....but that gets really expensive! More expensive than drinking...So, at this point all I have done is come onto SR, cook and watch TV on my downtime.