Hi Rose,
I'm glad you're feeling better. You will be able to share all the things you are learning with your children when they are ready. It seems that my kids started listening in their 20's. They just knew way too much before then.
All this effort you are putting into your recovery will be so beneficial for your children when they need it. The knowledge I learned helped my daughter turn her life around so that she can be happy. My son is open to listening now too. It made my suffering worth while.
Hugs,
MG