This is an issue that can be addressed with marriage counseling. People seek help for exactly this type of problem every day, and counseling can provide a safe, supportive, constructive environment. If your husband won't go with you, then go yourself.
Please don't throw away five good, hard-earned months of sobriety when there is a better way! You've done great, keep it up! When you quit drinking, you really need to learn to live all over again.