Welcome Gertrude,
Your an alcoholic. One drink is too many and a 1000 is never enough. Congratulations on your two months. We have a fatal disease but we can recover. Like I was told you'll find support here and in the rooms of AA. You don't have to do it alone. Just keep on doing what your doing. Take that gun jamming as a sign. I have found so much support here in these posts and the people here and you will too. Just don't pick up that first drink, and go to meetings/get a sponsor. Your on the right track and I will pray that you can make things better for yourself and daughter. I am sure the wise people here will offer better advice than I can. Good luck and keep it simple.
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Last edited by Hadenuff; 09-23-2002 at 03:31 AM.