Originally Posted by
crisco 
Once you drink over a job, it is time to leave that job. My job has not provide me happiness or has provided my employer with the performance that they deserve.
Uh, I'd say if you drink over a job you need to crack down on figuring out how it is you are going to stay sober...I would
not say it is time to leave that job. You're not going to get much happiness from a job until you get your life and drinking problem in order, period.
You sound like you are very much in denial. Worry less about saving the world and worry more on saving yourself. I also cannot relate to jumping from not being sober to wanting to promote SMART recovery. Have you even been seen by a psychiatirst? I am no medical professional, but this screams Bipolar Disorder to me.