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Sally1009 Well, that's two months of sobriety down the drain. I should have seen the danger signals - dropping meeting, not calling anyone, especially my sponsor. I feel so alone, so down. What a beast of an illness this is. I know I should tell my sponsor, but just can't face it right now. I had recently done step 5, and just feel demoralised at going back to step 1 again. Oh dear...
Nearly all of us have tried to stop drinking and failed at some point in our lives. Don't let the disease convince you to stay away from AA or have it elevate your pride to the point where you avoid telling your sponsor it happened.