Not to get all religious but many time before when I quit I tried church, praying, bible reading, this time the final time I didn’t pressure myself to do any of that, if I fell like it I do it, otherwise I don’t, I am not even sure where my faith lays, somewhere on the agnostic fence and I fall over in the pastor or faith at times, anyway, to thy self be true.
Decide if you are going to be sober for the rest of your life, then stay that way, the rest of it will work out with time and patience.