Terrible relapse out of nowhere-embaressed to tell sponsor
Well, that's two months of sobriety down the drain. I should have seen the danger signals - dropping meeting, not calling anyone, especially my sponsor. I feel so alone, so down. What a beast of an illness this is. I know I should tell my sponsor, but just can't face it right now. I had recently done step 5, and just feel demoralised at going back to step 1 again. Oh dear...