When I went to the Recovery Home they took all my meds away. Like walkertall says, we have to quit... and stay quit one day at a time.
But, as alcoholics, we can't do it alone, we need help. I strongly suggest AA.
I'm not a fan of meds but to each his own. What you go through drying out is what we all went through, you can do it.
We can't have our cake and eat it too. Good luck in your recovery.
Bob