Just don't know how
Hello everyone,
I am a 34 year old male.And have been drinking since I was about 15.I am not what you call a raging alcoholic.But I do have a problem.I drink about 6 beers a night on work nights,then on weekends around a twelve pack.I am a functioning alcoholic.
I make it to work everyday and on time.I don't get mean or do dumb things.I am just sick of drinking.It is like a prison for me,my whole life revolves around it.I try to imagine myself not drinking and I cannot.My wife has had enough also.I just don't know how to quit,I have tried several times.I don't think I would like the AA thing at all.I have been researching different meds to help with it.I see a doctor thursday.Well enough of my rambling..ALL advice will be greatly appreciated.Thanks