I have had so many sobriety dates that I think it puts pressure on me. I once had 11 months & a friend was already planning a 1year party. Needless, to say, I relapsed before that year. I use to think that I deserved a medal for being sober & the city of Chicago should have a parade if I ever got a year sober.
I think it's good that I'm realizing that being sober is taking responsibility. I always used the "disease concept" as an excuse to relapse. I think, for me, a big part of sobriety is growing up.