Hello Tatsx! I was also sneaking drnks before I quit 19 days ago, more towards the end, rearranging things in the refridgerator to make it look like nothing was missing, buying alcohol to replace alcohol, and drinking quickly before my boyfriend came home so he would have no idea how much I had drank....how sad.
I felt shameful for myself alone so I can only imagine how you felt when you got caught.
You have come to a great place. There are lots of great people here with knowledge and encouragement to spare. Welcome to SR!