Hey Cathy. It is shocking to me the things I have done during blackout. I turn into a completely different person. Almost every time I get drunk, I black out the last part of the evening at least.
I am very laid back and mellow, and I have gotten into fights. I
m anti-drug, yet have done cocaine. I consider myself safe where sex is concerned, yet I have had unsafe sex. I drunk-dial people I should not or do not want to call sober.
It's so bad now that I don't even want to know when I have done. It's just like, ignorance is bliss. I can't even bear the thought of some of the outrageous, stupid, things I have done when blacked out.