Hi tlm, I'm really so sorry to hear about your husband.
Originally Posted by
tlm56 
He is passed out for the night and unless he has some more hidden bottles of whiskey, he is out of alcohol. I have to wonder why do I put up with this.
At this point, you are the only one who can answer that. But it sounds to me as though you are very near your bottom with him.
You do deserve to be happy, and I know that you can learn to be happy again regardless of whether or not your husband is drinking. Reading and posting here is a great way to start.