Congrats on taking care of yourself!! I agree with Cynical One. Do you only have two options? I remember the New Year's after an especially hard break up (15 years ago). My friends drove up to see me and we all went out for dinner. How do you want to spend NYE? It's really not a huge day for me anymore. I won't even necessarily stay up until midnight. I like to usually spend New Year's Day hiking or taking a long walk. However, those are the things that I enjoy. So, it's how I like to start a new year. What do you want to do? How do you want to spend it? I wouldn't recommend drinking because it is a depressant and could make you feel worse in the long run.