Feeling sad and isolated
Well, it was my own decision to withdraw from social events this holiday season, because the people I usually spend these times with are pretty heavy drinkers. I was afraid that my two week sobriety would not hold up in the environment.
But now I am paying for these decisions in other ways, feeling incredibly sad, lonely and isolated. Sober, but lonely and sad.....
One more day of this.... then life returns to "normal"