Hi, MARCIAMARCIA (love your name!
)! Welcome to the board!
I know it's scary, but you'll be fine. I like Dee's line:
the journeys the same as any other...one foot in front of the other.
I've found this site to be invaluable. They listen (and if they don't, I at least have a place to talk about what's going through my head), and they have tons of helpful advice, and
they've all been where we are now. Hang in there!