Thanks for the mention Huntress. I appreciate "the business"
I started my thread I think for the same reasons as you.....with the goal of getting support. I got a lot more than that here in the way of understanding and knowledge. As I have noted in my thread (I suppose you will get there eventually in the thread) moderating DID NOT WORK out so well for me and I had to make the very scary decision to not drink at all. It was the only way I was going to turn this ship around. Lokking back, I was afraid for no reason. I encourage you to come here to SR VERY often (as often as you need) and even more so, post here and share your journey periodically (I typically post once a week) with us. I find great help in hearing the "whole story" from people and not just bits and pieces of their issues. I wish you well. I will keep an eye out for you on here....in a good way.