Windblown,
You must've done a little something right !!
Homeless orphans have a tough time graduating 4.0 from college.
I was unduly critical of my folks at that age. ......2 lifetimes ago.
Drinking "a few" never worked out so good for me. Never helped a damn thing really.
Hope you'll be able to stop, and reflect on a few of the very REAL things in your life from sobriety.
Hang tough tonight.