Thank you so much for your inspiration. This is the toughest thing I have ever experienced in my life. I love my wife so much. I have been depressed. I have contemplated the unthinkable. I am now trying to take control of my life. I have spiraled downhill from all of this. The only way I can head now is up. She is out of control with these pills. I pray that she does not resort to using a needle. I need to stay on top of my recovery not hers. Thanks again.