Wow.. thank you for this... I knew there was a reason I got on the boards tonight... I'm going to stop beating myself up because I still care and wonder and hope... I'll do the best I can today with detachment, and healing activities..working out etc...
I just 'dismissed' him over myself... and you know? I don't feel bad about it at all. I am starting to look after myself first and foremost and my wandering has finally come to an end... This is very powerful and heartfelt.. thank you for giving me hope and keeping the light shining on the path.