Originally Posted by
Dee74 
I played that card many times - I knew I should go straight home - but I'd stuck around...it was almost fatalistic in a way...I can still hear the thought....'whatever happens, happens'.
Sure enough nearly every time, the inevitable happened.
Good for you for not doing that mwstylee
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You are definitely right. I feel like I let myself down by not sticking to my guns. I hope to apply what I learned from tonight to the next similar event I have to attend. DON'T go to the bar, don't even give myself the chance to fail. I've been feeling on top of the world since quitting so I've been trying to use the constant great mood as propulsion for staying sober. Just can't be making stupid choices like this again anytime soon.