Hi Shyloh,
Welcome to SR. This is a great place for support and understanding. Congratulations on your decision to lead more positive life.
I'm Anna, recovering alcoholic and it's hard to stop drinking, but you can definitely do it. The main thing for me was to plan to do specific things at the times of the day when I would have been drinking. Exercise, go for a walk, listen to music, just make sure to plan something.
Keep posting and let us know how you're doing.
Love, Anna