Keep it up blackbird - I promise that each moment of sobriety can pay off in the end if you let it. Keep your chin up and try to use all your tools on a daily basis. I had to be so mindful in the beginning and do extreme things to keep sober and cigarette free early on. Probably the first week I would leave my wallet and stuff at home in the mornings.....only bring maybe a dollar bill and my license and pack a lunch. This prevented my AV from taking over in that I had restricted myself from having the capability to go buy and drink. All my money and bank cards were tucked away in a drawer.
