Wow, sometimes it is amazing how much alot of our stories are the same, I am 14 days out from the initial filing of the divorce (in our state we have to wait 90 days for it to be officially filed). I myself keep thinking, is this right, is this wrong. He has not drank since August but I have been down the road to many times, and he keeps going back. Of course right now he is mister sweet and do what I can, but yet it isn't making a huge difference for me. Its like, well that's great, but it is to late! Thank you so much for posting about your conflicting feelings and all those whom shared too. It makes me feel much stronger about my decision and knowing that it is normal!
Thanks all!