I was on day 10 of no oxys and relapsed 2 days ago. I have taken approx 30mg the last 2 days because of extreme back pain that I just couldn't handle anymore. Tomorrow is another day 1 for me, and I really, truly want it to be my last.
Stupid, stupid, stupid to even go back. My w/d the first time weren't that bad. Maybe I needed this, and a crappy w/d this time to finally get it through my thick head that chronic pain can be dealt with, with something besides narcotic pain meds.
anyway that is my small rant. I haven't posted much on here, but I read the threads on a daily basis. Any support I can get from you guys, I will take it!
